change

I need to change my life! Ilyom I was walking out of the parking and saw my cousin! She looked stunning, a la mode, confident and stylish! I took a look at myself and hated me! I was wearing black trousers, a beige top and my hair done the same as evryday! I was fat with a big ass, I hated myself! I decided to change that!

Push myself to go shopping buy things that look good not ones that hide my fat ass and belly!
LOSE wieght no matter what's in front of me don't just eat!
Increase my fruit and veggie intake cuz I eat none!
Go to the gym or start walking after finishing physical therapy!
Don't say later and don't be lazy always DO!

songs list

My ipod is always on shuffle! My shuffle selections this morning are killing me! Its really giving me a look at my taste in music! Baaad and very very old! The list soo far:

Maqadeeer - 6alal mada7
Yoom sheftik- sa3ad ilfahad
Maftoon galby bilhawa - fergat iltelvizyon
Whatever it takes - leona lewis
Ghareeb - 3bdilkareem 3bdilghadir
Wilnabi 7ilween - 3bdlmo6alib
7amam - m7amd ilmesba7
Tooobah - 3bdl7aleem
Sayer 3alaina - m7amd 3abdo
I just wanna live - good charlotte
Loool tob tob ya ba7ar - 3ooda ilmhana
Ok very random songs! I have 2682 songs and this is what's coming up?!

Who the hell is nayef ilbader and why is his song on my ipod?
Mayet fiki- wa2el kfory
Untouchables - grls aloud
Meta ashoofak - a9ala
Rid ya haway-karim
Its not over - daughtry
Iwa6an ilnahar-karim
Khaleeek liya - nawal ilzoghbi

I need a guide to kuwait!

Ok I don't really need a guide like a tourist thing but I need a guide to the local things in kuwait!

I am a local but I've been studying abroad for the past 5 years and getting things done and finding places to get theses things done!

I have to ask around for at least 3 people to confirm good places!

For example, I'm looking for a wedding dress, as in a fancy dress to go to a wedding into, where would I find nice dresses that are fitting for the kuwaiti weddings! I asked my friends each had a diffrent place in mind! The list:

AlOthman-dont know what that is

Neiman marcus and nordstrom- ok but what guarantees Iike them and they arrive on time?

A house in qurtoba that sells stuff!

Ilraya

Another example, I want to know which dentist to go to? Another list but I'm not sure who are the better doctors and what they specialize in or what they are good at. Oo I'm not picky!

more list ideas include lists for laser clinics, restaurants (what's good what's new), o list of all those new kuwaity small businesses that keep popping up listed by catagory and use, furniture places(pricey and affordable places), list of make up people, hair people (for weddings), colorists(hair), o hair people again (for haircuts) cuz soo far not one hair person is good for all, each specializes in one thing! Ukh don't get me started on hair salons! Each task I go to a salon for requires a different one! Example, one salon for mani/pedi, another for eyebrow threading, another for hair styling, one for colorist and another to cut my hair!!! Tooo much!

Hmm ok with all these lists I seem to have OCD but I don't think I do.

Forced to go out and I'm pissed! They are dragging me to starbucks in my dara3a bathba7hom!

Second day of 3id and I'm very very bored! Caught up with some sleep finally woke up at 12 pm, stayed in bed until 1 pm! Ate breakfast :D chilled out then changed and went to the gym! Decided to out petrol in my car and head to the gym! Apparently the gym is closed!
Dagra! Hahaha what kind of gym closes for 3id? Well we usually go to the chalet for the second day of eid but this year they decided not to go and we now are at a loss at what to do!

The people who I am supposdly going out with are indecisive about where we are going and I'm already annoyed with their decision making!
So I decided to wear my dara3a and go to my grandma's house and stay in for the day! :) I'm happy and let them decide whatever they want!

The weather today is wierd! The morning was unbearably humid now at 4 pm windy and dusty

Sitting at my grandma's house discussing mosalsalat and breaking down the wrong directions and facts!

Finally some action after the usual boring greetings and mojamalat ilawadem

Sh3ry mdahen o 3endy meeting fashla! Wagf ilside o gha9ib msaween shar3 one one into raye7 rad o stuck in the middle

My boss was on his way to a meeting and I had headphones on becuase the daily symphony has started! So he comes up to me and says something while I'm removing my headphones
I only manage to hear something about 12 and meeting in another building now I'm not sure if the meeting is at 12 cuz on my calander its at 1 or if its on the 12 flor? Cuz on my calander its also on the 1st soooo I m in big trouble!

Crush!

I have a crush on a guy since we were in middle school! Hahaha its not that long! I had a crush when we werw in school,
I changed schools and soo did he!(A different school than mine) I forgot about him until I went to university!
We worked in similar groups and committees! Here is when I rememberd my crush and it resurfaced again!

My crush is not revealed to him! I'm too shy of a person to tell anyone that so imagine me telling him that.

We graduated and started work and I still have that crush! I talk to him occiasonally
But always afraid of making a fool of myself soo I keep my conversations limited and impersonal!
Which according to my friends is what is killing any chance of something! And I agree!
I need to be more confident, but I don't want to seem pushy or overbearing!

I feel bad now! The guy is extremly nice to me but I can't help how I feel about his habits!

Ok I'm at that place again, where I'm bored and running another calculationthats been running at 2 percent for 5 min so that should give u the pace at which things are goin!
I'm bored so thought to make use of this blog! the area I work in has 4 columns of desks and each column has 3 rows of desks so that's 12 desks and only 5 people working there!
The desks surrounding me are empty but the desks have low partitions so all of them know my business since at the front row!
Sound travels especially in a quite environment like ours! The guy 2 desks away from me has been annoying me since I first started working here 5 months ago!
What I find inappropriate is apparently very appropriate where he comes from! Its unacceptable the sounds this guy makes,! Let's just say from his nose and mouth! Its disgusting and disturbing especially
If this happens suddenly and every 15 minutes of the day! BES stop!

I tried staring at him everytime he did that with nooooooo results! I had to wear my headphones
And make the volume on my ipod soo high to drown out the sounds!
I would tell my boss but I feel embaressed!

What I don't feel embaressed about however is spraying the entire area around my desk with
Alshaya3's silver mix and my own purfume since after some time the combination
Of that guy and the customers coming by gets stinky! Wai3 disgusting place I work in!

Hmm chena twitter a7sn min blog?? I don't know! Alrite so first things first! Why am I bored?

I work in an office and analyze stuff, my analysis calculations take around 1 hour to get completed soooo
I wait and wait for it to get completed! I could do other things but once the calculations start,
I cannot use the program to do other things! So, I'm stuck!
I chexk out websites news from kuwait news around the world, blog!
Every website I can access I don't have a problem with that the problem is when my boss and other managers pass by my desk they always see meon some random website or on my blackberry like right now! That's embarassing! I totally look like I'm not working! What to do?
Good thing we are moving to another floor, I ordered a cubicle with high partitoons for more privacy!

Hmmmf just found out I have a meeting/session in 15 in another building

Trying to figure out how this thing works! Not easy with a mobile device

boredom

I think one of the obvoius reasons I opened this blog is becuase I'm bored and becuase I'm bored I tend to notice things around me that annoy me! That's what I'm going to talk about and say whatever is on my mind and pass time to kill my boredom !