Crush!

I have a crush on a guy since we were in middle school! Hahaha its not that long! I had a crush when we werw in school,
I changed schools and soo did he!(A different school than mine) I forgot about him until I went to university!
We worked in similar groups and committees! Here is when I rememberd my crush and it resurfaced again!

My crush is not revealed to him! I'm too shy of a person to tell anyone that so imagine me telling him that.

We graduated and started work and I still have that crush! I talk to him occiasonally
But always afraid of making a fool of myself soo I keep my conversations limited and impersonal!
Which according to my friends is what is killing any chance of something! And I agree!
I need to be more confident, but I don't want to seem pushy or overbearing!